Saturday, April 22, 2006
That's All.
That's All. You know it's been pretty rocky for me these past few days. life's just been treating me bad. But i sincerely know what i've done wrong and i've already said and made a promise that i will start doing it again. but hey i've said tha countless times an di've not gotten down to really getting it done. but you knwo it's really not easy being a christian. whiever came into this religion and said it's gonna be a breeze or who just came into this religion just so he or she will know God has promised that he'd bring us up with him to paradise. Hey, it's all not as easy as you think it is. For sure. But i've learnt my lesson and hey it's never too late to make a change. It's all good.
Let me just start by saying i don't get into a realtionship to play ard or whatever. once i;m in it im pretty serious and hey for some, maybe too serious that they wouldn't even like it. but i guess if you've really loved me or if ya still do. It's all just a game of compromise. If you've told me in the beginning when i told you what kinda person i was that you'd still love me for who i am and you'd still accept me well then so be it. Prove it? you know. I don't like surprises to be very honest. Which ever way it comes. I guess i'm a very very emotional person and well you might say when i find someone who really loves me i'd really think this person could be the one. and that's a very big mistake cause if that someone let's me down. i'll lose out. not anyone else.
Well. so yea that's jus5t about how im feeling. I SHOULDN'T CRY TOO MUCH! lol i'm just draining myself out. and my beauty. HOHO! yesyes. anyhoo. Baby's bhangra performance again today. It's our anni today. weee. Love ya hun! and all the times we share together( you know what i mean) mwakkkiiiesss from Siglap! mwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaahhhh to Kembangan ;)
sherie @
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